ohbegeezuz.

i didnt realize my fd is for 5 months and not 3. ohhhh emmmmmm effffff geeeeeeeeeeee.

what you got, boy, is hard to find.

sometimes when i feel like i just want to slack off and say, screw that, i just want to pass. something comes along and guess what, i'm suddenly so motivated. i can't wait to get off my ass, get out of bed, and study the crap out

of my notes. it's not that i find what i'm studying terribly interesting.

it's just that, its the means to an end. an end that i am very very passionate about. an end that i lie in bed at night, stare at the ceiling and dream about.

an end that i want so terribly much to come through.

one day, my dear. i will be leave my foot prints on the moon (metaphorically, of course. i have no interest in going to the moon).

*note to self: stop gorging on cake.

i hope they play this song everyday on the radio!

this song is just awesome.

an instrumental cover of Smile

i'm continuing my past post about the double standard.

chivalry.

chivalry: gallantry, gentlemanliness, courtesy, courteousness,politeness, graciousness, mannerliness, good manners.

call me old fashioned but i believe a guy should open the door for a girl. don't get me wrong, i'm not into the whole princessey way of life. i will and can open doors for myself, but a guy who goes out of his way to open a door for me (even when i don't need him to) gets a (mental) thumbs up from me. i'm not saying that i will wait for the guy to open the door, or expect him to open the door all the time. it's just a gesture. "yes babe i know you can open the door yourself, but i prefer to do it"

this works in the favour of guys too. think about it, you get to body check the girl. you open the door, as she walks in, you get to check out her decolletage, as she passes through, you check out her derriere, or even indulge yourself in gawking at your personal fetish-be it ankles, feet, neck etc. and she won't notice cause she's swept off her feet by your gentlemanly gesture!

so, open doors for girls.

and yes guys, sometimes WE WANT TO CARRY OUR OWN STUFF. but don't let it deter you from offering :)

gender equality. where do i stand?

as i previously said, i am quite hypocritical in this matter. i believe in equal rights for both sexes, but love the chivalrous gestures men are brought up to portray.

i refuse to accept that females are brought into this world for the sole purpose of tending the family. hello?! we are multi-talented. yes, we are good nurturers, but we can be wonderful cut throat businesswomen too! think about the powerful women in history and the present-cleopatra, anna wintour, margaret atwood, queen victoria, queen elizabeth the first, mary queen of scotts... the list goes on.

do you think the world would be the same at this very moment if all this women stayed home and looked after their children, waiting for their husbands to come home? NO.

i am not denying that kids need parental presence to grow up sane and whole. but we should be automatically relegated to the role of staying home just because we produce breast milk and are good nurturers. it's OUR CHOICE.

if we so choose, yes we will stay at home. but please for god's sake, don't tell us that our place is in the kitchen, next to the bassinet, in the market.. that's just wrong. we don't tell you that your place is on a ladder, under the car, in the garden, in the farm.. now do we?

give us the same respect you give to yourself.

okay. i'm beginning to sound like a man hating woman. that is not the case. im not some crazy feminist woman. maybe i should continue this again some other day :D

Slow down you crazy child

You're so ambitious for a juvenile

But then if you're so smart tell me why

You are still so afraid?

Where's the fire, what's the hurry about?

You better cool it off before you burn it out

You got so much to do and only

So many hours in a day

But you know that when the truth is told

That you can get what you want

Or you an just get old

You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through

When will you realize

Vienna waits for you

Slow down you're doing fine

You can't be everything you want to be

Before your time

Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight

Too bad but it's the life you lead

You're so ahead of yourself

That you forgot what you need

Though you can see when you're wrong

But you know you can't always see when you're right

You got your passion you got your pride

But don't you know only fools are satisfied?

Dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come true

When will you realize

Vienna waits for you

Slow down you crazy child

Take the phone off the hook

And disappeaar for a while

It's alright you can afford to lose a day or two

When will you realize

Vienna waits for you.