they say home is where you feel safe for a reason!

first, some random facts-

• the human race grows by about 214,000 people a day. can u imagine how times people have sex in that case? i mean, one time seldom gets you pregnant, as my psych teacher said. so imagine, probably people have sex about half a million times a day! but not just one person.
• on average, we spend up to 2 weeks of our lives kissing. that's kinda pathetic.
• you share your birthday with at least 9million people around the world! omg, so much for me being special. my mummy lied!!! :(
• longest recorded female legs are 126cm!! OMG i am 160cm. geez. some people have all the luck in the world. oh thats as tall as the average 10 year old. shit!

so anyway, itunes played this song that i haven't heard in so long, and as always, it made me think of the person who gave me that song. 

it's called always all ways by lost prophets.

I guess I'm trying to say I'm sorry
but it always comes out wrong
I think a part of you still loves me
even though we're moving on
always, all ways I wanted us to be
always, all ways you and me

and I'll wait here on my own
and I'll wait for you to see
all the time I've spent alone now won't comfort me

always all ways

and I'm sorry for what happened
but I want you now to see
that I'm changing all my actions
I don't wanna set you free
always all ways, I wanna see it through
always all ways, me and you

and I'll wait here on my own
and I'll wait for you to see
all the time I've spent alone now won't comofrot me

cause I'm waiting for you
yeah I'm waiting for you
give me answers, get me through
I will wait

always all ways, I wanted us to be
always all ways, you and me

and I'll wait here on my own
and I'll wait for you to see
all the time I've spent alone now won't comfort me

cause I'm waiting for you
and I'll wait here for you
give me answers, get me through
I will wait 
cause I'm waiting for you
yeah I'm waiting for you
give me answers, get me through
I will wait

always all ways 

a great song!! 

sigh, we just never can let go of our past. no matter how hard we try. soft spots. never go away. no matter the years, the distance, the circumstance. 

don't you all agree?

that there is and always will be one person out there that you will always have a thing for, no matter how hard you try to get rid of it. softspots, stubborn little buggers!

had great bonding day with sarah today, sans the weird morning experience. lol. 

my sister is going to london school of hygiene and tropical medicine. gosh what a mouthful. she really has her life on track. unlike her little sister here in aussieland. 

can't wait for easter break!!! :D

God is good. ALL THE TIME!

transvestites vs pure bred girls

definition of 'pure bred girls'-girls who are born girls, treated like girls, and brought up as girls.

i was dozing off last night and it hit me, god is ridiculously great. (for the sake of my argument, let's say he influences genes and biology). how is it that girls have more ladylike features as compared to guys? think about it, in a family with one son and one daughter, it is very often the case whereby the girl looks like a girl and a boy looks like a boy. but how in the world does that happen when the fusion of genes and dna is the same, ie the same two donors, the father and the mother? 

is there this special mechanism that determines that a girl will get nicer hair than boys? or maybe that that boy will have a very square jaw? GIRLS ALWAYS DO LOOK LIKE GIRLS! 

let's say, u take a boy from family A and u give him long hair and make up and a dress, he'll STILL look like a boy. (believe me i've seen boys dress up as girls for fun)

im still reeling from the amazement. 

generic transvestites look like confused boys. i'm not talking about the ones in thailand, they have had ridiculous amounts of plastic surgery done. transvestites im talking about are the ones that have had no cosmetic surgery done, and just use make up, hormone pills and long hair. it is SO obvious that they are bloody boys.

something just occurred to me. that ruined my buzz. bloody hormones and secondary sexual characteristics. 

but hey, that still doesnt explain the difference of features in a son and a daughter. as in the size and roughness(?). eg they have the same nose shape, but one the girl it's thinner and more refined.

pissing my life away

had an eventful friday and saturday. of which shall not be mentioned again. 

i am now all happily moved in to my place, using my neighbour's internet connection. BEFORE you judge, we asked!! :D we're super nice people.

just made lasagna. and got sick of my stupid accounting. so here i am. typing a nonsensical blog entry.

boy i hear you, in my dreams, feel you whisper across the sea. keep u with me in my heart... you make it easier when life gets hard. 

so yeah. maybe i shall go and clean now. or shower. :D