we will still be, friends forever

it's been a tiring few days. god only knows why. feel exhausted. but somehow unable to sleep. i think it's because of the hunger pangs in my tummy, but it's too late for me to satisfy it. :(

been all around town. saw sheryl on thursday! along with ding wei and daniel yee. had dinner at delicious. seem to be eating there a lot. 

went for pui may's graduation this morning. she's a MERIT SCHOLAR! :) so happy for her. lol, except that she went all the way back to the multipurpose hall to get the programme book with her name in it. but when i think about it, i probably would do the same thing too. if i did attend my own graduation. instead i opted to come back. well, compromises. 

oh shit i have suddenly lost my blogging mojo. need to get it back!!!! argggggggghhhhh..

*runs after the mythical blogging mojo*

breaking news

glen jennings should be shot! all trinitarians that have read their email are probably shaking in their beds. 

"Plagiarism was detected in a number of exams and assessment pieces.  And in a few cases this plagiarism was so severe that the assessment piece attracted a mark of zero."

"When final results are released please do not contact your classroom teachers if you wish to discuss your final grade."

seriously, i read that at 7.35 this morning cuz my father woke me up and since then i can't go back to sleep. i mean, what if my essays were marked as plagiarism, BUT I DIDNT?!!? sigh. 

i have been literally stewing at home, what with my mum in vietnam and the world not being safe anymore. rather be back in melbourne where the world is much safer, but then again, the asian food there aint that great. guess you really cant have everything you want.

went down to johor last weekend, and i drove. teehee. its seriously fun driving superfast on the highways. too bad u cant do it on the road in the city. you'd probably rack up like 50 accident cases. okay. that stupid glen jennings email is still in my head. bah!

im so sleepy though, slept late last night cuz i had this persistent tummy ache that wouldnt go away. not the food poisioning type. the stomach ache where it sucks the life out of you and sometimes you cant breathe type. i bet its the weather. lol, seriously i think malaysia got hotter, but thank god i stay in ampang where the air is cool and fresh! :D 

oh yeah!

• In the average lifetime, a person will walk the equivalent of 5 times around the equator. (and we all thought that the earth was incredibly huge. but then again, if you think about it, with all the modern transportation, we only probably walk twice around the world. the laziness of modern society!!)
  
• According to suicide statistics, Monday is the favored day for self-destruction. (that probably brought about the phrase 'monday blues')
  
• The first known contraceptive was crocodile dung, used by Egyptians in 2000 B.C. (EEEEKK!! thank god we have better ones today)
  
• There are twice as many kangaroos in Australia as there are people. The kangaroo population is estimated at about 40 million. (im willing to bet that it has since decreased!)
  

i shall try to sleep now.

will you love me in the morning? -forever and ever babe.

i will love you always. When this red hair is white, I will still love you. When the smooth

softness of youth is replaced by the delicate softness of age, I will still

want to touch your skin. When your face is full of the lines of every smile you have ever smiled, of every surprise i have seen flash through your eyes,

when every tear you have ever cried has left its mark upon your face,

I will treasure you all the more, because I was there to see it all.

I will love you until the last breath leaves your body or mine. 

awww.. :)

its 9.24 in the morning and ive been up since eight after finally falling asleep at 8. insomnia much? its an improvement from thursday when i sleep at 3 and woke up at 6. somehow i think its the bottled up excitement from returning returning to my lovely homeland. :D *homeland sounds like im from the jungle or something, but thats what foreigners think we are, jungle people*

happy birthday richmond. here's hoping he reads this entry on time and his number hasnt changed, otherwise i wouldnt have wished him. :(

last night was a fun fun night, had a goodbye wen dinner. lol, that may have been overdramatic since im coming back to aus next yr, (hopefully) and also, ill be seeing them back in msia. but hell, havent seen them in ages. shengjun huayu and waimun did not disappoint. 10 people went! me, reneeee!!!, ayie, waimun,hy,sheng jun, julius, weng fai, katrina, randy!!. they were as hilarious as usual. before that went to dfo with renee taty and ayie. lol, that was fun too. :D bought 2 pairs of shoes (i always had this question: are girl shoes, 'shoes'? cuz i mean, they're usually strappy and have heels.) anywayyyy, was super tired, but went for dinner still!! were supposed to eat at supper inn but i didnt make a reservation AND SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED IN THE ALLEY but we wont tell. :D so we went to new kum den, and no space too. so we settled on kum den. it was nice, tasted like msian chinese food. lol, i remember that stupid lady at supper inn. i went in and was like "is there space for 10.." before i could say 'people', she shook her head. bah.!

for dessert we had mcd ice cream. i still prefer the one in kl.

okayokayokayokay, im getting paranoid. gotta pack. last day in melb!!!! ARGH. cant believe time passed so fast, seems like yesterday i was having my orientation. (how cliche), but true!!!

see you on the other side, :D

what a wonderful day

why'd you choose hospitality?

-because i wanted to be a doctor and hospitality was closest to hospital.

that's my friend jonathan lourdes.

:) he's pretty funny, comes up with these kind of things on a daily basis but at totally random times.

so anyway, hang brian jon lisha and i were talking about a wms reunion. and jon said-prom 2.0. that'd be fun. but maybe with a different name yeah? but the ppl in malaysia should do it. seeing as they can call hotels way easier than we overseas students can. *hint hint* pretty excited about it. havent seen them in a gazillion years. okayy just 11 months but thats almost a year!

had a wonderful time on msn just now, never realized how much i miss them in malaysia. good thing im coming home 30th nov. whcih i dont find likely seeing as i have a billion things and no boxes. thank god for thomas man. that guy is my savior. not as in the savior jesus is. but you know the guy that is helping me out.

just fnished exams. LIBERTY! lol, everyone else here has exams and are studying for it and hate me. hehehe. but i win. 

great thing happened today! after psych exam, pei qi and i went for my goodbye lunch, lol. and had lunch at this newly opened restaurant that sucked. but i digress, the point is i had to buy masking tape for my boxes, so i went into this convenience store, managed by this chinese lady. so i got it and put it on the counter and she said its 3 bucks. so i take out my wallet and try to pay her in coins cuz i wanted to get rid of it and i only have 2.90! i was struggling to find the remaining 10 cents when, omgosh, she said its okay! and just took the 2.90 for it. chinese people are generous. unlike wat russell peter said about chinese being stingy and cheap. that little gesture was really nice! one day i shall go back and pay her back for it. :D

going to the gym tmr. after not going for a few months. :( i got sick and then, just never got the motivation to go back. decided to use the remaining days i have here very well.speaking of which im gonna miss the milk here and the tim tams, and the wonderful nudie juices. yummy!!!! :)

i cant wait for tmr. i can get boxes and finish packing. :D whee. i love my life.

thank god exams are over. now i just have to cope with the overwhelming doubt about my results. 

i remember that feeling. happened yesterday when i had apple pie in the oven and while waiting for it i couldnt stop thinking about that delicious first bite. needless to say i did not concentrate with my hoi. and when that timer went off, i practically ran to the oven to get it out! and it was a total let down. taste soggy, totally different from the time before. sigh.

its my exam week and ive had 4 exams so far, beginning to get the little bump on my third finger from all the writing: english for academic purposes (EAP), MATH!!, literature, history of ideas. all writing and writing. no circling or shading. humph! i can barely remember the exams, and its sort of surprising that ive already had 4, seems like just a day has passed. guess time flies when ure not having fun too. next week is a total killer. have my economics exam. followed by psych. but econs is the one im worried for. barely touched it.

moving on to more pleasant things, i am going home soon. in 9 days to be exact. and the day couldnt come any earlier. kinda sucks going home so early, cuz as carmen says, ill be missing valedictory! but on the other hand I AM GOING HOME! :D

just 2 more papers and im free. till next year.

which means i gotta make a decision whether i want to stay in commerce or go into arts. sigh.

bits and pieces of nostalgia

i think its the time of the month where i get all thoughtful and melancholic.

just msged my parents about how much i appreciate them after thinking about how it'd be as a parent. lol, was studying psych.

yes, i am trying to study but so far, no luck, i mean i've been in australia for a whole damn year,now i am officially unmotivated. going home time is so close and i can practically taste the msian food. but instead of relishing that wonderful thought i have to throw it away, bury it in the deep recesses of my mind and study for my finals. to get into melb uni. i swear that aim has been drilled into my head for an entire year. blablabla..."to get into melb uni'. sucks. but oh well, price to pay for a bright future. lmao.

today was the last time that i get to eat the union hse honey chicken cuz pei qi nags me about being boring and eating that every week. i had it to go cuz i thought i had student committee, but thank god! we didn't so i got to spend time with hoi buddies for the last time after our last hoi tutorial. melodramatic much? 

tomorrow is my last day of regular classes; after that its just plain old exams. have been doing it my whole life, you'd think i would have gotten used to it, but no, panic attacks are constant. 

enough moaning.

good news is i have about a week after my exams to shop and pack before i catch my lovely flight home. which reminds me, im playing a flight attendant in my drama. which full dress rehearsal is tomorrow. (dont get me started on the redundantness of drama) and on wednesday, at 9AM i have my final drama exam. i am in the first group of the entire year. ive got chills, SEE! okay so u cant see but whatever.

talked to jyu today. lol. miss msian ppl. :D

oh and did you know that:

1-2% of women are homosexual whilst guys have the percentage of 3-4% of being homosexual?? staggering eh. wonder why there are so many guy homophobes out there. ironic actually.

it is proven that... stress is neither positive nor negative in nature. it just depends on how we think. whether we're paranoid and think its a threat or whether we are confident and think events are a challenge.

okay im done sprouting psych facts. :D enjoy your day. u only get one chance at it.

overload.

life was meant for living, yes?

how come we spend countess hours preparing

for 'life';

when we are already living it.

wish upon a star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away... reminds me of how i used to be wisful and a staunch believer in the wonders of the universe and santa claus, and not to mention tooth fairy; whoose little one dollar coins i used to buy more sweets, which probably led to more teeth falling off. 

now, im older and hopefully wiser, with scienific information crammed into my brain every waking moment, it is no wonder that the wonders of the universe, and my beautiful belief in santa claus is gone.

kinda sad actually, kids should be able to live in their blissful ignorance longer than we do in this technological age. how many kids do u walk pass these days with no dolls or trains in their hands, but gameboys, handsets and stupid technology. geez. they're losing touch with history. 

i feel like gagging

ive about 10 vitamins lodged in my throat and refusing to move on down my oesophagus. (fancy word eh?) its seriously pissing me off. and yes i have tried drinking lots and lots of water. i shall stop rambling about my poor stuffed up throat. but it hurts!! :(

okay, stops now.

i've been having weird and freaky dreams nowadays, revolving around my mum and random people. but i dont remember them when i wake up the next day. which is annoying cuz what im left with is just the feeling of impending doom. the fog is depressing. makes the world all grey and ugly. i want sun! oh, which reminds me, the weather in oz during spring is the most fcuked up weather. it gets seriously cold, then takeoffyourclothes hot, and cloudy and windy and rainy. i hate it. drives me mad, especially when it just changes like that! *snaps fingers*

enough complaining.

(but i wasnt technically complaining, i was stating facts.)

speaking of facts, did you know 48 teaspoons make a cup? lol, and rats have super ass thin skin (baby rats that is) that you can see the milk flwoing in their bodies when they suckle at mummy's ahem. :D

quite cute aactually. and the person that added sugar to chewing gum was a dentist? greedy bugger, just wanted more clients. bah! GREED is a sin. 

im sitting at my computer blogging for the first time in a while because i cant load gossip girl. need ma fix man. i watched about 10 minutes of it last night and ive been dying to know what happens.serves me right for being impatient. but hey, at least i get to blog.

just had the trinity ball. on 31st oct, PICTURES ARE ALREADY UP! it was at Grand Hyatt. not boasting or anything , but it was beautiful. seriously. oh screw it, definitely boasting. it had like screens for projectors, wondefrful place setting, the colour scheme for the ballroom was black so imagine the impact of that with wonderful gold lights. and red roses. (getting goosebumps already!) it was fun, although i didnt make it to the after party as i was all tired out from being there at 6ish. student comm and all that, which was useless as guess wat, we didnt do anything. sigh. but camwhored a whole lot! everyone did. 

lol, good thing is, i saved quite a lot of $$ this time, did make up and hair all by myself, only bought the dress and accessories (about 20?). i sort of realized i already have a whole ton of shit that i can use again for balls, :D. *balls*. lol.

exams are in less than 2 weeks. panic mode. im sick of studying. should have done wat jon did and take a year off book studying and go do culinary. bah. that guy is smart.

okay, so i gotta go. :D

Hands up for tickles!!! :D

hehe. :)

okay, that first line is misleading considering the fact that i am totally frustrated cuz i cant log into my trinity portal to get my maths results. i have a very dreadful feeling about it and its torturing me by not letting me gooooo! the cruelty of this world. sighhhhhh.

first week of school and im already tired. and guess wat, i have 4 weeks of class, den the big scary finals. shit thats the thing that determines my school life. no wait, MY LIFE!. omgosh. can i be any more dramatic.

anyway, about my lovely 14 days of holidays. it seems like a total blur, i remember the first week crwaling by and then the last 7 days whizzing by with the speed of light. speaking of whizzing, two things. shuaib said "i thinkk 70% of the pee in the world is yours!" it's not totally uncallled for since i tell him i need to pee every 30 seconds. (exaggeration) 2nd thing-the year has flown!cant believe ts already october. i'll be home in two months! :D:D:D:D:D

i went ssuper mega shopping and paintballing during the holidays and had pho in richmond wiht my hoi buddies. and went to brunswick and ate halal mcd's. and oh, i spent a whole day making yummy yummy BACON and BEEF-filled lasagna. now that i've typed everything out, it seems that i didnt do much, but i did! i went all the way to bridge road to shop! bought puma shoes that i have not worn till now. shhy shy. cuz sporty isnt really my look. i know i know i should wear more shoes and just give up my flip fllops. but i like flip floops. a thought just occured to me imagine in 20 years, and i still wear slippers everywhere. how embarrassing. lol.

ive gotten almost all my results. EXCEPT FUCKING MATHS. economics is by far the lowest, coming in at a mere 80. sigh.

i cant wait to get back to msia. have lists of things to do, and food to eat. funny how i never loved msia until i left. coincidentally today in economics, we were talking about politics and i realized i have no idea what is happening politically in msia. all i know is that it's getting super bloody hot. shit, im quite scared that when i go back home i'll get a hell lot of pimples. what with the polllution and humidity! gosh.

lizards communicate using push ups.

oh and i joined the ranks of the spoilt and gotten super long nails. acrylic nails. french tips style!

jon and kevin came over during the holidays. lol spent more time with jon than i ever did before.quite funny. he said a lot of shit that nearly made me pee my pants. lol. kevin said 'my friend is sensitive to the sun.' he heard 'kevins friend is flying to the sun.'

lol. which reminds me i have to find a software for that indian. :D

oaky its lunch now and i have totlaly no hope of finding oout my maths results before class..s cared i get super low and cry in front of the class. just have to resign myself to life. i just thought of sth my drama teacher said in class. cuz he split the class in two to play a game and he joined my group and helped us cheat. beee bee in the other group was like, thats unfair. and he looked all solemn and said 'that's life!"

so yeah. life sucks.

lol. i lvee today so sunny. yes in contradiction with the above line. life is also very contradictory.


syuck on this bitches! :D

poem in an email!

Just for this morning, I am going to

smile when I see your face and laugh

when I feel like crying.

Just for this morning, I will let you

choose what you want to wear,

and smile and say how perfect it is.

Just for this morning, I am going to step

over the laundry and pick you up and take you to

the park to play.

Just for this morning, I will leave the

dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put

that puzzle of yours together.

Just for this afternoon, I will unplug

the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with

you in the backyard and blow bubbles.

Just for this afternoon, I will not yell

once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and

whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one

if he comes by.

Just for this afternoon, I won't worry

about what you are going to be when you grow up, or

second guess every decision I have made where you are

concerned.

Just for this afternoon, I will let you

help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you

trying to fix them.

Just for this afternoon, I will take us

to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can

have both toys.

Just for this evening, I will hold you in

my arms and tell you a story about how you were

born and how much I love you.

Just for this evening, I will let you

splash in the tub and not get angry.

Just for this evening, I will let you

stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.

Just for this evening, I will snuggle

beside you for hours, and miss my favorite TV shows.
"Just for this evening when I run my

finger through your hair as you pray, I will simply be

grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.

I will think about the mothers and

fathers who are searching for their missing children, the

mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's

graves instead of their bedrooms. The mothers

and fathers who are in hospital rooms

watching their children suffer senselessly and screaming

inside that little body

And when I kiss you goodnight I will hold

you a little tighter, a little longer..

memories can kill you

whew. what a dark and gloomy title. lol. just wanted to SHOCK people. okay, i realize how lifeless that is. but 'm too lazy to move my cursor up and change it.

anyway, it's been a looong time since i've blogged and guess why? exams baby! but thank god (yes, god) that they're all over. i can't shake the weird feeling off that i sort of screwed up mathseconslithoipsychenglish. but shit, can't do much about it now can i?

and hehehe, the holidays have started! :D so another reason why i'm late in updating.

today is my day in, finally had a day to rest after the hectic revision week (pre exam), exam period, and post exams activities (FUTSAL. never knew futsal could be so fun. except the cold) and god knows wat else i've been doing with myself. cant remember.

today's weather is kind of great. :D sunny and all and to compliment it i am wearing a bright yellow shirt with a huge smiley on it! YOU JUST DONT GET DAYS LIKE THIS MUCH IN MELBOURNE! it's supposed to be spring but i think spring is the most fked up period of all. it's a mix of wintersummerautumn. stupid. it's freaking humid (with no sun, tons of clouds) and then it gets windy as hell, and the wind blows the clouds away (to somewhere else?) and it gets sunny, den the clouds come back pissed off and start peeing (rain!) and i heard thunder for the first time in months on friday!! bah. the weather is uber pissing off.

to happier things, food!! :D :D:D:D finnallly went to pancake parlour. oh.my.god. i can get orgasms eating the pancakes. and they taste so damn good. it's amazing! i've had breakfast there two days in a row and i still want more! yum. eveyrone MUST go there! MUST.

so now to the reason i mentioned memories in my title. :) was you tubing for once. to watch the thriller video by some indian dude. that is so funny. and decided to search for videos abou wesley methodist and i stumbled across our prom slideshow. :) brought sweet tears in my eyes (awww.). shall embed it here. and eveyrone must click PLAY and watch!

the sun will set for you!

:)

today is a sunny day. therefore i am happy! :) lol. the weather influences my mood. which is of course, undeniable. it's hard to be happy and perky in winter when the freaking sky is black at 5pm. now it's warm and sunny! but with bouts of wind. :( and since i only wore my tommy shirt (hehehe. i am still very happy about that shirt) it got a bit cold. but no worries. i'm strong. or at least i pretend to be.

something sick and disgusting! hehee. today i had phlegm right and so i disposed of it in a tissue and since it was during my psych lecture, i looked at it. and guess wat it had specks of red in it which i presume to be blood! eek. and it was yellow. which means my sore throat and cough is not getting any better. :( shit and my exams are next week. but i am strong! lol. maybe if i keep saying it it'll come true! 

so anyway, i had a scone for brekky today. but couldnt finish it cuz i was late. felt so sad throwing it in the trash. (goodbye scone!) hehe. but i wasnt the latest one to psych. stepping out cs, wen ting was like. WEN JUIN! so yay, i had a late buddy. stupid james (my lecturer) made us sit super in front. bleh! but whatever. i was wearing my happy pink shirt. another thing about my lecturer, he says 'happy' a lot. like 'turn your happy page' or 'happy me' or something. 

but whatever. after that, i had to go ngv for my hoi tute. lol. ngv-national gallery of victoria. before that, stopped by bacio dolce for my coffee! yummy! it was so nice. my new fav place (goodbye chill out!). hahah. took lots of pictures in ngv. since i'm in a super camwhoring mood now.. no idea why. click here! hopefully it works. or maybe u need to be logged in? i have no idea. but try anyway! Lol.

okay. i shall stop talking about my day. oh oh oh. talent quest pictures! or rather chilli malam pictures are.....here

so anyway, random fact time-

• sheep dont drink from running water. so u gotta put water in buckets. which is kinda weird, but it makes sense. i mean imagine u're a sheep rite and u're drinking from the river, ad suddenly a fish gets stuck in your mouth. a small small fish! lol.
• according to james, (and madagascar), cats hate water!
• OH! and this is the funniest thing ive learnt. tigers have striped skin! lol. so cute! maybe it's the residue colour from their fur.
• and...mosquitoes have teeth. can u imagine how bloody small their teeth are. 

realized that all my facts are about animals/insects. but whatever.

i gotta study man. seriously exams start next wed! and i have yet to start. granted i only have maths and econs. but those are the shittiest subjects EVER. so according to my wonderful mathematic calculations, i have... (counts with fingers) 8 days. (not counting today!) 

study wen study. and to all those trinity people. STUDY! :D time to nerd up! i know my blog is super interesting. but still study!! :D :D

oh ps! lol. i was on a total caffeine high today. lol. feel bad for fai julius and pei qi. had to put up with my nonsense and high pitched laughter! teee heeee.

danny was laughing the whole time.couldn't believe you were a nun!

for those non-trinitarians, this week is drama week. danny was my ex drama teacher-until he gave up on us. lol no, until he got reshuffled to another intake. shucks!

i suppose i owe someone an explanation for my blogging absence-i've been busy. what with student committee (mixer party, sponsoring, ball), my stupid essays ( i have one more, this time 1600 words on 2 stupid books i have not read), drama performance (that i am graded on.pfffft), and my extracurricular activities (clubbbbing and shopping. and being sociable. :D)

frick i'm sleepy.

oh and yes, i have been sick these few weeks. on and off sore throat with a constant attack of migraine and gastric. sigh.

but, i have had fun!

i shall talk about drama-hands down the funniest of the three performances in my class.thanks to my dear julius. lol. he made a total ass of himself. and he's super enthusiastic about it. :D quite fun. and he bought me food today so he has my heart. wheeeee!

i've lost my blogging mojo. oh. my mouth is quiute happy at the moment. eating gum that hua yu gave me. green apple flavour. lol. this entry is making me sound as if im a total charity case that has to rely on ppl for food. but that's not the case!!! i swear. i buy my own food all the time. it's just that i think people have decided tht the only way to make me happy is to give me food. whcih is sort of right. lol.

oh my, the panic has started. exams in. omgod. TEN DAYS. ten-fucking-days. and i have yet to start writing (OR READING!) the two books i've to write a comparative essay about. and my maths and eccons revision. this is so not good. it's like the term has flown away! i can still remember the holidays as if it was yesterday. whcih is kinda was. cuz i only had one class. at 1.45pm. okay, i admit. had a lecture at 9 for lit. but who the hell would wake up for that. :D and then, after that i did my favouritest activirty. went straight from class to melbourne central to shop! OOOOHHH!H!H shopped so much. bought so many things. feel happy. except i had to pee the entire time but i refused to give in. people in aussie would understand cuz it's a rarity that shops open past 5 on weekdays. (only on friday do shops open till 9. fucking stupid idea)

oh before that, i went to the gym. but could not do much cardio cuz i am freaking sick with flu. couldnt breathe properly. then after that i bought puffy! :D damn yummy. i want more. i only bought one cuz i didnt want to waste my gym session. :( but after that i watned more. till now. i want more. more more. it's so yum/ okay i shall stop talking about my desire for puffy.

we were talking aobut hua yu digging his nose in public. lol. then i thought of something. imagine you dig your nose. and take your nose shit and put it in your friend's nose. eek. which reminds me of adrian's friend-kavish. i think that's how it's spelt. he actually put his finger into my nose! OMG RITE. oh whcih also leads to my next thought-jun yu is here!!

seriously, it was a total surprise. i was on my way to classs.. walking out from my apartment buidling, and there he was standing with aiman and i dunno who. was so frekawing happy. :D

oh and great great news. pui may is coming next year! :D

uni applications due. SHIT.

lol. i have class now. sucks to be me.

have a smile, it's on me! :)

so anyway, psych essay has been passed up. 50% less stress now. just gotta obsess about my hoi essay. and you know how i love to obsess. :)

guess what my favourite line is!

"eh, i need to pee." but carmen disagrees, apparently my fav line is "i love you forever." talking about that, everyone is using it now. :( it's an epidemic! lol. i just remembered my exam last year. we had a comprehension passage on the "....epidemic of fat children." since then, i have not been able to see the word 'epidemic' without going positively nuts.

oohhhh. nuts. i love nuts. pistachios especially, which reminds me, i gotta go buy more :D

sucks ot be malaysian. china trashed the shit out of us in badminton man. omg the shame!!!!!

hehehe, this weekend has been particularly eventful. what with everyone's birthday happening. (everyone's birthdays??)
ryan, daryl and wen ting. hahah. they're not special anymore. lol. aobut wen ting right, i made her a card that she HAS to keep for her entire life and hand it down to her kids. FOREVER. quite sad actually, but whatever. oh she's positively anal about her place. it's freaking neat, and i'm the neat queen. imagine how neat it is for me to talk about how freaking neat it is. neat neat neat. i've typed that word out a gazillion times man. hehe.

i'm starving now man. seriously. omgosh. just got back from studdent committee. okay, not just. but 2 hours plus ago. but since then i've been in front of the comp doing stupid student comm things.

"....my life begins after hoi.."

well, SO TRUE! this weekeend is so gonna be a blast. yes yes i sound like a retard. but omgggg. excitedness! friday-ryan's. sat-mixer party!

talking about the mixer party. it's quite cool actually. gonna be performances and stuff, dance and singing. RIZKI! i hope i spelt his name right. i love his singing. wheeee. he's gonna perform. and the lygoners too. :D yipeeeeeeee.

oooooohhh. sarah has put me in charge of the door stamping. so excited. get to stamp people's hands. dirty them up and they can't complain. no wait, they will WANT me to do it. mauahahha. i'm omnipotent. lol. okay i'm sorry if i sound a bit overexcited. i'm hungry and i tend to get like this when it happens. and i also have gastric. which has been happening to me quite often lately. wonder whether its the stress. sigh. trinity wants to kill me.

just remembered i have drama tomorrow. which is something i wanna talk about. i used to hate drama. like absolutely DETEST it. but since last week, i love it! ehhee. this is why: we always have warm up games before the real drama class begins. i hated this ccuz its like FREAKING 9AM IN THE MORNING and i'm expected to understand the stupid complicated rules of stupid games and half way through as the teacher is explaining i sort of fly away. so obviously, when it comes to gaming time, i get a bit confused. and the teachers, danny and stephen ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS make fun of me. :(

argh, i digress. so anyway, last week, we had a mini olympic game. with like flag bearers and everything. hehe. i was the flag bearer of the RED TEAM! yay RED! sumei, bebe. emma, julius and i. hehe. stephen told us there were medals and i was pretty excited to play the game cuz the silver medal looked pretty nice. i was wearing white and black and silver that day and so the medal would have really clicked with my outfit. so i was like, i want second place. so we aimed. played 3 games. (dont ask me what i forgot). and in the end, to my dismay, we got champion! lol. but stephen got mixed up and gave the gold medal to another group. so we got the silver one! HHEEHEH. and we were supposed to return it. but, you know, i didnt. hehe. SOMEONE persuaded me not to. and yes, i was so easily swayed. so happy. it's now pinned on my wall.

and i actually went for my lit and hoi lecture last week. thanks to my low low attendance rate. fell asleep in lit. dman funny. i literally forgot where i was when i woke up. sumei was like, omg wen. you came!!

and dev, lol. he's like 'were you always in this lecture? how come i've never seen you?' lol.

OH! i need to change something. a few weeks ago, i blogged about my friend's cousin who played with shit right? instead of rubbing shit on the wall,


"he took some out of his pampers, and fed it to the dog. after that, he ate some too. den he rubbed it all over himself. and became a walking piece of shit for a week cuz the smell wouldnt go off!"


okay, my stomach is making funny noises and people in the comp lab are staring. so toodles!


:D have a great week!

up until age 6-7 months, babies can suck swallow and breathe simultaneously!

"What lives, wants to die again. Originating in dust, it wants to be dust again. Not only the life-drive is in them, but the death-drive as well"

-Freud

i swear i hate windows. it's like so annoying to use after i've gotten used to all the wonderful features of mac. but hell. using windows allows me to connect to the world. let me rephrase that. i conform when i use windows. and omfg, seriously. mac lets me use mac and windows in just one hard drive. how fantastically cool is that. can windows do that? NO!

lol, i just discovered a seriously cool feature of my phone. i got into windows os rite and used my phone as a modem to connect to the internet. which explains my sudden and startling appearance on msn! lol. some people thought i died. but tzun tzin said i was always living in his heart. which is just plain weird. and he lives in a gym. lol. :D that idiot won't be going home this dec. stupid. going to brazil. that guy sucks. but i wanna go to brazil too. and eat brazillian nuts and coffee beans. not eat coffee beans. u know, play or blend or whatever they do with it.

me hungry. think i sense a gastric episode coming up. sigh.

oh oh oh had student committee meeting today at three wise muffins. lol. that place has super yummy muffins. but i didnt get any cuz i wanted to eat my tuna sandwich. :) oh, i tried doing the whole tuna croissant thing. and god did it taste good. yummmyyyy. oh something super ironic. im doing my psych essay on caffeine intoxication and its all about the dangers of caffeine right? so obviously you would expect me, to cut back? but instead, i've realized that i seem to be drinking coffee non stop. vanilla cappuccino is the way to go! seriously, people. TRY IT! maybe i should switch to decaf.

which reminds me, now that my wonderful friends bought me a coffee maker, it's time that i bought a thermos so that i can put my homebrewed coffee in. save money and save trees! (disposable cups)

oh, talking about cups. was at the Aa tree today during lunch (student comm meeting), and this girl(lady?) approached us to sign a cup for the breast cancer victims. get the analogy behind it? cup, breast, bra cup? lol. guess wat i wrote!

"you dont need boobs to be pretty!" okay. pei qi and carmen DO NOT say that i sound like an airhead. i mean, you really dont rite? and if a guy is attracted to you cuz of ur boobs, it's not exactly a guy you want to hang on to rite? i mean, boobs sag. imagine he just runs away after that happens. i'll burn his brains man.

okay i'm hungry and smelly. so i shall get my ass moving and go bathe and eat. or eat and bathe? hhmmm.. i distinctly rmbr someone telling me that bathing after eating is fattening? but hell. i' going to gym tomoorrorrwww morning. at 8! omg. enthusiastic rite. muahah. with carmen and shen. or yunn shenn... so used to calling her yunnnnshennnnn.

okay okay. will stop rambling. now.

just kidddinggg...

:D

did you guys know that porcupines grow their spikes (i think theres a better word for that) within 24 hours of birth?

oh and!!! giving someone black coffee to sober up does not work. its a proven fact.

i shall go now. :D

hoi essay not started.

yes, totally late. but in my defense, i am simply drowning in work. D-R-O-W-N-I-N-G. sigh. it's already week 5 of the new sem. and i've bags the size of a birkin bag. goddamnit. i can't even sleep well anymore. what with the constant worrying. 

and omfgihatefacebook. okay i dont actually hate it. i just don't seem to be able to spend hours on it. shit wei. i've time poor. which is apparently a growing phenomenon in the 21st century.

frick. i promise to update soon. after the 22nd probably.

and pm and shark, if you're reading this. ur reply will be soon. promise.

In Cleveland, Ohio it is illegal to catch mice without a hunting license.

this week was so hectic. had tons of stuff to do with cousin. hence the lack of blogging and the postponing of assignments which is very very very bad.

that has given me many sleepless nights. the whole imminent deadline and the lack of ANY preparation. but hell. gotta learn to live on the edge. lol.

so yes, pei qi reminded me. well. omg. DID YOU KNOW THAT THERE ARE TWO WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN MY EAP CLASS?! omgosh. you should so totally want to meet them. they're carmen and *duh!* pei qi. they are so amazing. a day without them would be a day wasted. (lol, i just realized that i come off super sarcastic. which is the point). here comes the sincere part.. (aw.)

pei qi is in the same class as i am in eap and hoi and drama. we share the same hatred for drama. but i like hoi and she doesn't. she gets super impatient with the teacher. lol. eap, lol. we both hate the same person. and on fridays (on the way to class) we usually bitch about the person. (which shall NOT be mentioned here. ever) i'm trying to stop though. lol. kicking that addiction. on mondays we go to chill out for my daily dose of caffeine. hey, that makes me sound like a caffeine addict. *denial* she giggles very funnily though. lol.OH she's from raffles. kiasu chicken. okay no la. she's just super smart. hahaha. i just thought of the melb uni gym. REMEMBER YOUR GREAT IDEA PEI QI! i think i'll remember it forever.

carmen. hahahahahaha. "think happy thoughts. bunny bunny bunny" (okay maybe not the exact words but something along those lines). she made me a card for my birthday. and it's so pretty. hehe. i made her one back that looked like 10 kinds of shit. and i realized that she's one year younger on her birthday too. which is weird cuz i always thought she was the same age as me. OH! i went shopping with her in chadstone. we had funnnnN! muahaha. she shops a lot too! usually carmen pei qi and i gang up against ryan and insult him till he crosses the road to get rid of us. which makes us laugh more. cuz he carmen and i stay in the same place. lol. she's in student committee with me. and omgosh i just remembered when i went grocery shopping with her and bought flowers she went on to say that i'm so sad that flowers are my only friends. omgosh. then she told me (a few weeks later), she bought flowers too. HAHAHAHA!

okay, i know this gives the impression that i have only 2 friends in eap but those are the two people i sit next to the oftenest. but there's ryan (as mentioned in the above paragraph!) which reminds me. he's so very paranoid. he has a gazillion highlighters. of the same colour-orange. and a gazillion pens. okay, basically a gazillion of everything:pens, pencils, RULERS, erasers.. WATER BOTTLES. like the nike kind. omg hes so weird. teehee. oh and a total gym freak and he always scolds me about how i dont like exerise. freakshow. and he HATES HATES HATES eap. i think to him, it's torture. but he's a sweet guy. loves his girlfriend like she's his left arm. or right (depends whether he's right or left handed.lmao)

haiyo. lazy to continue.

oh oh oh. about food. i went to florentino's with my uncle. F***ing nice food! reminded me of what's good in the world. meat! rabbit. and beef. yin please dont scold me. wagyu beef is so frekaing yummy it melts in your mouth. *slurp slurp* and the desserrt! OMG!. i want my uncle back. cuz otherwise, don't get to eat food like this. :( stupid uni life.

also went to ezards in aldelphi hotel. the bitter sweet dark chocolate torte was heaven. with mandarin sorbet. yummy!

did you know thatt..!?!? 

1. sneeze travels out your mouth at over 100 m.p.h. got sick of telling people not to keep their sneezes in and then saying that the sneeze travels damn fast. now i know it travels at 100mph!
   
2. Every time you lick a stamp you gain 1/10 of a calorie.that freaking sucks! all the letters i've sent. haha.
   
3. Singapore has only one train station.HAHAHHAHAA. TAKE THAT PEI QI! HAHAHAHAAHAH. omgod. greatest 'did you know' fact EVER.ever!
4. Men are 6 times more likely to be struck by lightning than women. haha.

i think this entry is sufficiently long for me to say goodbye! :D till next time. oh oh oh. i miss home so much that ive started making lists of the food to eat, and things to do in msia. whee. :D

Brother from another mother! (or sister)

my feet hurt. not used to wearing heels anymore. lol. surprising yeah? 

had very interesting classes today. psych and hoi. psych was a lecture on Learning. it's quite funny, especially the associative learning part. it's about how you learn to associate a particular stimulus to a situation. for example, before you pee, you hear a dog barking, sooner or later, whenever you hear a dog bark, you pee. lol. imagine the situation. you're walking down the street with your dog, which suddenly barks at an ADULT, who pees their pants. lol, of course that won't happen. but can you imagine!? we can be super evil and kidnap(adultnap) adults, and train them in laboratories and set them free for the amusement of all mankind! :D

hahaha.

then we had hoi, (history of ideas) where we discussed about Darwin and his evolution theory. somewhere we started talking about genetics and how physical appearances differed from each race. omg, TOTALLY NEW FACT. my teacher told me that it's believed that humans originated from africa. so basically, deep down inside us, we're all africans. that was about 4-5 million years ago. then 100 000 years ago, we all decided to move house. or rather move country. and became chinese, europeans, middle eastern yada yada yada. i never knew that. and apparently, some part of our chromosome is identical to someone in africa. how cool is that. hence the title of this blog. :) i love hoi. unlike fai. lol. he kept cursing me, saying that it was my stupid question about physical appearances that prevented us from being let out early. lol. our teacher picks on him a lot. it's quite funny actually.

OH! yeah, and according to darwin:

• cockroaches (NOT HUMANS!) are the hardiest creatures ever! in the entire history of man. no wait, scratch that, SINCE PREHISTORIC TIMES. 
• humans are accidents of evolution. our already fragile ego is definitely taking a beating. you know how we think humans are the king of the world and all that shit?
• and we're all animals. which i think is true. i mean, our habits are different but deep down it's the same. like to defend our territory (land), we go to war. or to defend our woman, we put a damn ring on her finger. which is a good thing, instead of peeing all over the land/woman. disgusting. imagine instead of a pretty diamond ring, you get pee. ick.

so anyway, i gotta do ma laundry. bet you guys learnt loads from my blog today. sorry if it's too academic-ish.

weekend! :D

sat morn @ 11.11am, i am writing this. lol.

i had a weird dream last night. it involved the malaysian stock market, chinese pancakes, macadamia nuts and cotton candy. oh, and i think the beach too! i love the sun and sand and the sound of the waves crashing on the shore.

this week was quite hectic, what with me slacking off and watching charmed non stop. oh, my cousin is here, from msia! she's checking out trinity, may be coming in 2010. lol. anyway, i've been reading the primary sources for my hoi essay and i keep falling asleep. i swear i'm retarded. used to be able to read the most boring texts without falling asleep. maybe i'm old now. you know how old people fall asleep super fast right? lol.

omgosh! i just remembered a story i heard yesterday during maths. it's so funny.

-anonymous source: "you know what happened to my cousin brother who's still a baby? OMG. you have to listen! he was wearing pampers right, then he shitted. somehow he decided to put his hand in his pampers and took some shit out and threw it somewhere. after that, he took more shit and rubbed it all over his body. the maid tried to scrub it off, but it didn't work!he was literally a walking piece of shit for a week, with all the shit smell."

lol. i nearly fell off my chair laughing, you only see things like this in movies or cartoons man. 

my mum sent some things from msia via my cousin. lol. some of the stuff are pretty hilarious! 

i'm bringing my cousin to eat all the melb food. lol she's still in the melbourne rocks phase. whereas i, am in the melbourne sucks phase. the asian food here is pathetic. but hell, the gelato and chocolate, and nuts are heavenly, but you can't exactly survive on those now can you?

OH! did you know that a shrimp is born female and slowly turns into a male? or is it the other way round? basically the point is that, they are born unisex? lol. quite funny. oh and teeth are the only organ in our body that cannot heal itself. so we should wrap our teeth in bubble wrap. or save up for ceramic teeth caps. :) 

i wanna go home. i miss msia!!! :(

and btw, i now have a bigger daily planner, like those corporate woman kinds. from mummy back home. :D 

im hungry, so this is it for now! :D

i love candy

YO! :) i'm writing this on a total sugar high. so excuse the exclamation marks and the countless smileys than will no doubt appear here. :D

*see what did i say*

so anyway,today was a full day. but hehehe, i skipped hoi lecture to get my laptop fixed. oh. 

random fact!! apparently the powerful people have decided that laptops are no longer laptops, but 'notebooks', cuz loads of guys were putting it on their laps and their sperm dies. lol. so guys, remember, too much heat kills sperms. but then if you're a teen, and having sex ( i know the correct term is sexually active), i figure you should kill as much sperms as you can, lower risk of pregnancy. but rmrb ALWAYS wear condoms. (sue me, i had my sexual motivation lecture for psych this monday).

yeah, moving on.. i nearly died when i thought my entire hard drive was erased. but thank god it wasnt. lol. and now i have both windows and mac operating systems in my mac. say i'm god. :D another great thing, during english class, the teacher gave us  video to watch on the atkins diet and lol, she left for a meeting after that. muahahaa. we all left damn early. we were supposed to discuss lots of things without her, but we left anyway. muauahahhahahaa. we're bad. :D:D:D:D:D

gonna watch the dark knight later. :) oh, and bettina liano makes damn nice skinnies. omg. so confy. i like! :D 

i went to flinders yest. and went on the ferris wheeeelll! i love ferris wheels and meerry-go-rounds. but i'm too old to go on merry-go-rounds. too malu. :( but i still wanna go! and cotton candy. and caramel popcorn. yummyyyyy.

lol. about my psych tutor. new tutor. cuz reshuffling or something. wtv not important. he's so adorable. his name is james.teehee.inside joke. damn cool. he gives us candy every week. and its like different kinds of candy in a big ass bucket. and you get to choose and take as many as you like. which explains my total sugar high now. i had 3 twix bars, a snickers bar, yummy jelly (the hamburger, hotdog and pizza kinds)... den i got super ass high. and kept askig nonsensical questions. it was so funny, and when he looked at me i just giggled like a kid. even small little things made me laugh so much. like when he tripped over somethng (an everyday occurence for me), i burst out laughing like it was the funniest thing ever. and i asked him whether he had a pet, and whether he had a car. lol. he stays in st kilda, and has a private practice in addition to teaching us and he's also working on his phD. about blogging. funny huh. i'm blogging about my teacher that's researching about blogging. blog blog blog. don't you think that if you repeat 'blog' many many times it becomes a funny sound instead of a word? TRY IT!

anyway, off to make jellyyyy/agar-agar!

:D

row times column.

hey loyal readers. lol. (insert sarcastic comment)

today was a super eventful day. why? 

glad you asked. :D firstly, i started my first maths lecture of the term, and this time instead of just being maths 1, it's now maths 1A and maths 1B. wow right? lol. i'm in maths 1B btw. so anyway, my lecture theatre was relocated to some other building which sucks. hard to see anything, stuffy and somehow the lecturer didnt turn on the lights, no wonder i'm getting blind. bah. but i learnt a lot of 'new' things today. like 'row times column' lol, obviously i'm doing matrices. lol. which reminds me, the first thing that the lecturer thought was:

'matrix'-singular

'matrices'-plural.

wow, thank god she taught me that. i think i nearly killed wen ting and michele mumbling 'row times column' to myself. and wen ting gave me a 'milk coffee sweet' aka high class kopiko. haha. quite funny actually. i kept laughing during class, for some unknown reason. oh wen ting's birthday is coming up! a month from now actually, as she kept telling me.

after that, we left for economics. by we i mean nick, shuaib and i. it was colddddd. stupid shit rain. :( i wore like 4 layers today, cuz i didnt want to wear any jacket :bra, tank top, t shirt, and hoodie. damn retarded. i astound myself with my retardation. had class with hua yu! for once he came! :) he says he loves my arm pit and slippers. hehe.

came back for lunch, and just before i left for my maths tutorial, which i was dreading my whole entire holiday+school week, (getting results), i checked the trinity website. and saw my results! was so giddy headed after that. lol. was walking to class and i was seized by the thought that i may have mislooked! nearly peeed my pants. so i prayed and prayed till the teacher gave me back, and yes! i was correct. hehehe. *Drum roll please* i got 90%! YES. improved by a whoopppingggg 20%. everyone congratulate me now. 

after that i was on cloud nine and bounced everywhere, and totally annoyed my entire english class with my weird comments and my suddden laughter and giggles. pei qi joleen and carmen all thought i was mad. and refused to layan me. :(

o!H!HH! i played foos today. lol i suck so bad at it it's not funnyyy. but it's quite fun though. great way to waste time. and get dirty hands. but whatever, it's so, exciting. 

yeah anyway, im too lazy to continue my wonderful narration of my day. so bye.

ps. guys, don't eat too much broccoli. on one hand it prevents prostate cancer, but on the other, it makes your semen taste bitter. (lol. i learnt that today!)

ps2. i miss msia so much. wanna go home (cue michael buble-home)

welcome back!

yes i know, i seem to have totally forgotten about my blog. but i assure you i haven't. just been really busy with the holidays and all. had a whole ton of fun with daryl and kevin! :) wish it lasted longer though. 

well, i wanted to go back in sept, since i haven't been home in yonks, but my mum was like, are you crazy? can't you wait another two months and come back in dec? so i got rejected. sniff sniff.sucks yeah? what to do. now i gotta start planning stimulation for my september holidays. YES i know, how come i don't have any priorities and plan my academic term?! cuz trinity does it for me. lol.maybe i'll go to canberra? :) to see kev. we'll see.

so my first week back to college. god the stress has already started. 2 essays due in 6 weeks, and another literature one coming up before the end of the term that i have to do in addition to the lots of studying i have to do for my term 3 exams. and planning for prom. geez. 

got my results back and i'm pretty happy with them. :D since it's my blog, i shall post it. wheeee. sue me for being happy about my results. (i don't know my maths results yet so aren't celebrating too hard)

History of ideas-16.5/20 which is 82.5%

English-17.38/20 + 9.75/10 (oral) which is 88.67%

Psychology-91%

Literature-26/30 which is 86.7&

Economics-33/40 which is 82.5%

don't ask me why i converted it all to percentages. it's easier for me to judge how well i'm doing. 

*trembles about maths*

oh, i'm thinking of moving into will's court! that place is fantastically awesome, but quite far from my campus, which is why i'm hesitating. also, how do i convince my parents?

haven't been going to the gym for like a month, lol. too busy and now i'm too lazy. need to get motivated. but i haven't gained any weight though. whee. must be the cold, body burns all the fat to stay warm. that's wat i think anyway. lol.

i learnt something from my economics teacher today, apparently right, our hair follicle shape determines how our hair looks and there is a hair spectrum. one end is chinese hair, and the other is the african style hair, which ranges from flat and straight to poofy and curly. so anyway, he said, that if your hair follicle is flat, then your hair will be flat and so on la. quite interesting. it's damn weird that he seems to know stuff about everything. lol. should sit down one day and talk to him about everything under the world. maybe bring a notebook along too. lol.

anyway, i'm so not used to staying alone anymore. wat with me not spending my entire holidays alone. 

speaking of holidays, the shopping in melbourne is FANTASTIC in june/july! SALES EVERYWHERE. although, what really pissed me off was that, after having buying stuff at a certain percentage off, they suddenly add an additional percentage discount. so it's like if only i knew and waited, i could have bought it at a much much cheaper price. feels so cheated. sniff sniffffff! :(

anyway, my fingers are getting tired. so i shall bid you adieu. 

:)

birthdays memories!

2 days late blog about my birthday. but i've been super busy. due to my lovely lovely friends. *smiles like a retard*

hehehe. i shall start with the night before the MOST IMPORTANT DAY OF THE MILLENNIA! cooked steak for leroy anya and adam. man i'm a good steak cooker. :D well, it's pretty easy thing to do. but anyway, i shall take pride in that. and then, at around 11 ish my sweetheart called and talked to me until it was 12! and wished me a happy happy birthday. :D lol. then adam started singing his stupid rendition of the happy birthday song. lol. he's very proud of the fact that he's the first one to sing me a birthday song. lol. OH wait. rewind. before that, adam and i went to brunetti's for prebirthday tea. :) had chocolate tart and my favourite-CHEESE CAKE. 

so anyway, after a while stoning in adams place, we started watching this show, which i've no idea what it is. and then, dev, shuaib and adil knocked on adam's door and came in and started wishing me happy birthday! :D heheh. so sweet. after a while, i tried to stay up and continue watching the show. but i couldnt concentrate. lol. i think adam got annoyed with me. kept asking him wat that show was about and interrupting him. lol.

so i went back down to my room. and i had presents! on my doorstep. tee hee. :D 

okay after that, slept. then woke up with a big ass smile pasted on my face. and had my first bath as an eighteen year old. and breakfasttt! lol. den had maths. OH! yunn shen was the first to wish me on my birthday day! :D hehe. had maths. quite eventful with jonathan. i sprayed him with cherry tomato juice. lmao. by accident. 

had econs, and then lucnh with nick and shuaib in big mama's. bibimbab! lol such a cool name for a dish right. den after that, had classes and everything. and den at 515. classes were over. WHEEEEEE. lol. ran back home. lol. i'm kidding. walked slowly back home.

fast forward..>! 

i was studying with some friends and den right, i kept wanting to eat dinner and no one seemed to care! felt so sad. they literally ignored me. and den at730, suddenly, loads of people showed up and started singing happy birthday! and i got a cheese cake from brunetti. and wengfai,sarah, tongs, hua yu, sheng jun, katrina, wai mun bought me a COFFEE MAKER. me the coffee addict has her own coffee making machine. imagine my utter joy. my room smells like a coffee house now. love tht smell.

lol den we had dinner and prem singgghh paid for my dinner! :D 

all in all, a great 18th! even though i haad exams the next day, it was a great one. beats all the past ones. :D

i love the people who gave me cards (CARMEN MADE HERS FROM SCRATCH!) and sent me smses,.. and my lovely lovely presents. 

aww .who wouldnt want to be me.

narcissism

just for fucks, i googled my name. and amongst them are : 

• Women's Environmental Network
• Wen powertools
• The Great Wen

lol. quite cool acutally. but wen also means a cyst. which is disgusting.