new life, old friends

so. the day has arrived. or rather the day before. i'm not gonna be blogging tmr at 6am. that's just too weird. not to mention my brain would STILL be asleep. 

someone asked, am i excited about uni?

i said, not really. 

that got me thinking why. the conclusion-i was in denial. about leaving, and starting on the serious part that determines my future. i mean. UNI! tertiary education. there's no such thing as quarternary education. or whatever the word should be. last stage. and then i'll be thrust into the corporate world. to fend for myself, with no mummy and daddy support. by support i mean allowance. even if they wanted to, i would not want it. it's just sad to be working and still need money from the parents. it's beyond sad, it's pathetic. 

i'm more apprehensive than excited. i mean trinity was practically melb uni. so yeah, i'm sure life wouldn't be that different, yes?we'll see when i do start uni classes. in my head, uni classes are more messy and confusing. i still have no idea how they calculate the required points to graduate. no worries though, thomas WILL EXPLAIN! i've adopted him as my new older brother. lol. maybe adopt is the wrong word. but gimme a break. it's late and my vocab is bad.

this is how i spent the last day in msia. 

woke up, and lazed in bed while eating yong tau foo. and ate loads of my favourite yong tau foo, zhao sui gao. :D yummy yumm yumm. started watching 2 1/2 men again. until about 2.30. then got ready to go to SUBANG for my fav desert. CENDOL with PULUT. omg the yumminess nearly killed me. i went with yin and shark. haha. and they surprised me by buying me tako yaki. another of my fav food. dropped yin home. and laughed a lot they way back to her house. she has the weirdest things to say. 

dropped by my grandma's house. yes she has passed away but i refuse to rename it as my 'grandpa's house'. to see my lovely grandaddy. i'll miss him. i actually went without my parents telling me. that shows how much i love him. wish he could get better and come visit me. but it's a very far fetched idea.

went home to pick my mum, and came back to my grandma's house to watch huan zhu ge ge while holding grandpa's hand. den had dinner at kampachi. lots of salmon. and salmon skin rolls. god i love salmon. i may one day become like the guy who had worms in his brain from all the raw fish. 

had to go home to change and sped off to bukit kiara to meet up with the important people of my life. sent pm yin shark and clar  to pm's house. while they argued about me buying WHO the cake. they said i cheated their feelings cuz i said to each of them 'i bought you cake'. haih. they're so greedy. seriosuly you should have heard yin shark and clar's squeals from the back of the car. greedy bitches. :D

den realized i had 20minutes to reach home. mummy said to be home by 11. so off i sped. and i arrived home with 5 minutes to spare. :D hartamas to ampang man. 

burnt cd's for the parents. drank some weird concoction to 'cool me down'. and here i am. typing this.

i guess it's time i conclude this. my wonderful 2 1/2 months of holiday. back to the books. don't really relish the thought after this holiday of pure unadulterated fun. had great fun in msia. food and friends. the two f's. 

stumbled across this song again. brought back wonderful memories of form 2. and that person that found this song for me.

angel by amanda perez

It's been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
So I asked God

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel 
To wipe the tears from my eyes

And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel 
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Now you had me on my knees 
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it
God

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel 
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)
An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby
Send me an angel from the heavens above
Send me an angel (God send me an angel)
From being in love (send me an angel)
Oh God, send me an angel
Send me an angel (send me an angel)
Ooohhhh..