will you love me in the morning? -forever and ever babe.

i will love you always. When this red hair is white, I will still love you. When the smooth

softness of youth is replaced by the delicate softness of age, I will still

want to touch your skin. When your face is full of the lines of every smile you have ever smiled, of every surprise i have seen flash through your eyes,

when every tear you have ever cried has left its mark upon your face,

I will treasure you all the more, because I was there to see it all.

I will love you until the last breath leaves your body or mine. 

awww.. :)

its 9.24 in the morning and ive been up since eight after finally falling asleep at 8. insomnia much? its an improvement from thursday when i sleep at 3 and woke up at 6. somehow i think its the bottled up excitement from returning returning to my lovely homeland. :D *homeland sounds like im from the jungle or something, but thats what foreigners think we are, jungle people*

happy birthday richmond. here's hoping he reads this entry on time and his number hasnt changed, otherwise i wouldnt have wished him. :(

last night was a fun fun night, had a goodbye wen dinner. lol, that may have been overdramatic since im coming back to aus next yr, (hopefully) and also, ill be seeing them back in msia. but hell, havent seen them in ages. shengjun huayu and waimun did not disappoint. 10 people went! me, reneeee!!!, ayie, waimun,hy,sheng jun, julius, weng fai, katrina, randy!!. they were as hilarious as usual. before that went to dfo with renee taty and ayie. lol, that was fun too. :D bought 2 pairs of shoes (i always had this question: are girl shoes, 'shoes'? cuz i mean, they're usually strappy and have heels.) anywayyyy, was super tired, but went for dinner still!! were supposed to eat at supper inn but i didnt make a reservation AND SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED IN THE ALLEY but we wont tell. :D so we went to new kum den, and no space too. so we settled on kum den. it was nice, tasted like msian chinese food. lol, i remember that stupid lady at supper inn. i went in and was like "is there space for 10.." before i could say 'people', she shook her head. bah.!

for dessert we had mcd ice cream. i still prefer the one in kl.

okayokayokayokay, im getting paranoid. gotta pack. last day in melb!!!! ARGH. cant believe time passed so fast, seems like yesterday i was having my orientation. (how cliche), but true!!!

see you on the other side, :D

what a wonderful day

why'd you choose hospitality?

-because i wanted to be a doctor and hospitality was closest to hospital.

that's my friend jonathan lourdes.

:) he's pretty funny, comes up with these kind of things on a daily basis but at totally random times.

so anyway, hang brian jon lisha and i were talking about a wms reunion. and jon said-prom 2.0. that'd be fun. but maybe with a different name yeah? but the ppl in malaysia should do it. seeing as they can call hotels way easier than we overseas students can. *hint hint* pretty excited about it. havent seen them in a gazillion years. okayy just 11 months but thats almost a year!

had a wonderful time on msn just now, never realized how much i miss them in malaysia. good thing im coming home 30th nov. whcih i dont find likely seeing as i have a billion things and no boxes. thank god for thomas man. that guy is my savior. not as in the savior jesus is. but you know the guy that is helping me out.

just fnished exams. LIBERTY! lol, everyone else here has exams and are studying for it and hate me. hehehe. but i win. 

great thing happened today! after psych exam, pei qi and i went for my goodbye lunch, lol. and had lunch at this newly opened restaurant that sucked. but i digress, the point is i had to buy masking tape for my boxes, so i went into this convenience store, managed by this chinese lady. so i got it and put it on the counter and she said its 3 bucks. so i take out my wallet and try to pay her in coins cuz i wanted to get rid of it and i only have 2.90! i was struggling to find the remaining 10 cents when, omgosh, she said its okay! and just took the 2.90 for it. chinese people are generous. unlike wat russell peter said about chinese being stingy and cheap. that little gesture was really nice! one day i shall go back and pay her back for it. :D

going to the gym tmr. after not going for a few months. :( i got sick and then, just never got the motivation to go back. decided to use the remaining days i have here very well.speaking of which im gonna miss the milk here and the tim tams, and the wonderful nudie juices. yummy!!!! :)

i cant wait for tmr. i can get boxes and finish packing. :D whee. i love my life.

thank god exams are over. now i just have to cope with the overwhelming doubt about my results. 

i remember that feeling. happened yesterday when i had apple pie in the oven and while waiting for it i couldnt stop thinking about that delicious first bite. needless to say i did not concentrate with my hoi. and when that timer went off, i practically ran to the oven to get it out! and it was a total let down. taste soggy, totally different from the time before. sigh.

its my exam week and ive had 4 exams so far, beginning to get the little bump on my third finger from all the writing: english for academic purposes (EAP), MATH!!, literature, history of ideas. all writing and writing. no circling or shading. humph! i can barely remember the exams, and its sort of surprising that ive already had 4, seems like just a day has passed. guess time flies when ure not having fun too. next week is a total killer. have my economics exam. followed by psych. but econs is the one im worried for. barely touched it.

moving on to more pleasant things, i am going home soon. in 9 days to be exact. and the day couldnt come any earlier. kinda sucks going home so early, cuz as carmen says, ill be missing valedictory! but on the other hand I AM GOING HOME! :D

just 2 more papers and im free. till next year.

which means i gotta make a decision whether i want to stay in commerce or go into arts. sigh.

bits and pieces of nostalgia

i think its the time of the month where i get all thoughtful and melancholic.

just msged my parents about how much i appreciate them after thinking about how it'd be as a parent. lol, was studying psych.

yes, i am trying to study but so far, no luck, i mean i've been in australia for a whole damn year,now i am officially unmotivated. going home time is so close and i can practically taste the msian food. but instead of relishing that wonderful thought i have to throw it away, bury it in the deep recesses of my mind and study for my finals. to get into melb uni. i swear that aim has been drilled into my head for an entire year. blablabla..."to get into melb uni'. sucks. but oh well, price to pay for a bright future. lmao.

today was the last time that i get to eat the union hse honey chicken cuz pei qi nags me about being boring and eating that every week. i had it to go cuz i thought i had student committee, but thank god! we didn't so i got to spend time with hoi buddies for the last time after our last hoi tutorial. melodramatic much? 

tomorrow is my last day of regular classes; after that its just plain old exams. have been doing it my whole life, you'd think i would have gotten used to it, but no, panic attacks are constant. 

enough moaning.

good news is i have about a week after my exams to shop and pack before i catch my lovely flight home. which reminds me, im playing a flight attendant in my drama. which full dress rehearsal is tomorrow. (dont get me started on the redundantness of drama) and on wednesday, at 9AM i have my final drama exam. i am in the first group of the entire year. ive got chills, SEE! okay so u cant see but whatever.

talked to jyu today. lol. miss msian ppl. :D

oh and did you know that:

1-2% of women are homosexual whilst guys have the percentage of 3-4% of being homosexual?? staggering eh. wonder why there are so many guy homophobes out there. ironic actually.

it is proven that... stress is neither positive nor negative in nature. it just depends on how we think. whether we're paranoid and think its a threat or whether we are confident and think events are a challenge.

okay im done sprouting psych facts. :D enjoy your day. u only get one chance at it.

overload.

life was meant for living, yes?

how come we spend countess hours preparing

for 'life';

when we are already living it.

wish upon a star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away... reminds me of how i used to be wisful and a staunch believer in the wonders of the universe and santa claus, and not to mention tooth fairy; whoose little one dollar coins i used to buy more sweets, which probably led to more teeth falling off. 

now, im older and hopefully wiser, with scienific information crammed into my brain every waking moment, it is no wonder that the wonders of the universe, and my beautiful belief in santa claus is gone.

kinda sad actually, kids should be able to live in their blissful ignorance longer than we do in this technological age. how many kids do u walk pass these days with no dolls or trains in their hands, but gameboys, handsets and stupid technology. geez. they're losing touch with history. 

i feel like gagging

ive about 10 vitamins lodged in my throat and refusing to move on down my oesophagus. (fancy word eh?) its seriously pissing me off. and yes i have tried drinking lots and lots of water. i shall stop rambling about my poor stuffed up throat. but it hurts!! :(

okay, stops now.

i've been having weird and freaky dreams nowadays, revolving around my mum and random people. but i dont remember them when i wake up the next day. which is annoying cuz what im left with is just the feeling of impending doom. the fog is depressing. makes the world all grey and ugly. i want sun! oh, which reminds me, the weather in oz during spring is the most fcuked up weather. it gets seriously cold, then takeoffyourclothes hot, and cloudy and windy and rainy. i hate it. drives me mad, especially when it just changes like that! *snaps fingers*

enough complaining.

(but i wasnt technically complaining, i was stating facts.)

speaking of facts, did you know 48 teaspoons make a cup? lol, and rats have super ass thin skin (baby rats that is) that you can see the milk flwoing in their bodies when they suckle at mummy's ahem. :D

quite cute aactually. and the person that added sugar to chewing gum was a dentist? greedy bugger, just wanted more clients. bah! GREED is a sin. 

im sitting at my computer blogging for the first time in a while because i cant load gossip girl. need ma fix man. i watched about 10 minutes of it last night and ive been dying to know what happens.serves me right for being impatient. but hey, at least i get to blog.

just had the trinity ball. on 31st oct, PICTURES ARE ALREADY UP! it was at Grand Hyatt. not boasting or anything , but it was beautiful. seriously. oh screw it, definitely boasting. it had like screens for projectors, wondefrful place setting, the colour scheme for the ballroom was black so imagine the impact of that with wonderful gold lights. and red roses. (getting goosebumps already!) it was fun, although i didnt make it to the after party as i was all tired out from being there at 6ish. student comm and all that, which was useless as guess wat, we didnt do anything. sigh. but camwhored a whole lot! everyone did. 

lol, good thing is, i saved quite a lot of $$ this time, did make up and hair all by myself, only bought the dress and accessories (about 20?). i sort of realized i already have a whole ton of shit that i can use again for balls, :D. *balls*. lol.

exams are in less than 2 weeks. panic mode. im sick of studying. should have done wat jon did and take a year off book studying and go do culinary. bah. that guy is smart.

okay, so i gotta go. :D